Mood:Spunky…and Creative which means lol this is gonna be a Visual Sanctuary Update
Song of Choice: “Poem” by Taproot
Topic: Kimu-san to the Rescue

::Kim Appears on the stool with slide show clicky thing in hand::

LOWER THE SCREEN

::screen comes down

LIGHTS

and the lights turn off and a slide show starts::

Okay Everyone I’m sure you’ve all heard about Ruiz’z problem with the ladies….some men would love to be in his position but hey he doesn’t ::shrugs shoulders pushes button a picture of a girl appears on the screen::

This is Megan…the…the…young heroine I guess ::pushes button::
This is Ruiz…he is…Ruiz Now in this comedy of errors called boy meets girl, socializing, and relationship building nothing ever seems to go right. I talked to Ruiz trying to offer him some aid the censored version of that conversation is up at ::pushes button link appears:: www.the_dark.blogspot.com

::screen goes away and lights turn back on::

Okay really there was no point to all that I just wanted to use my projector hehe…but my thing is—why is this all so hard? Why is it that things get so complicated so easily? Why can’t things like this be simple? I mean if they were people probably wouldn’t value them…but since they are so hard I think people kinda hide from them…

::gets off of soap box::

Of course I’m no better! I’m clueless as to what to do when professing love or being told that I’m an object of affection. I automatically go into denial which works just fine for me thank you…of course it makes me a hypocrite too but hell better to help someone else take down the wall then ask someone to help you melt the ice that incases your heart…that has a hidden meaning or to I think that I put there subconciously but hell you can’t have it all…

Um well you know what I leave you with this! This is…a poem maybe a song I’ve heard it both ways…the jazz verson(Angel Eyes-with Jlo) and the song version (The Moulin Rouge)…and it’s basically a lesson to help you break down the walls around your heart.

Nature Boy
by Eden Ahbez

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he
And then one day
A magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return”